The hands on the clock keep ticking, The pain in my heart still there All the more reason to keep kicking Face fear in the eye with a glare Every moment has led me right here All the times my heart was broken Still haven't caused me to disappear And the words I need… Continue reading Warrior
Smiles and laughter realized again Deep in my soul, they still exist Despite the heartbreak and pain I remember what I dismissed. Wordsmith of stories and poems Decades spent writing them all - Conveying different emotions - One second up high, the next I fall. Did you happen to notice what was missing?… Continue reading Flawed Heart
Retrospectively Thinking About My Depression
When the new day starts in a few hours where I'm at, 165 days will have passed so far for this year. It seems like we just kicked off the new year and I could tell that it would be different at the start. I didn't know quite how at the time but I felt… Continue reading Retrospectively Thinking About My Depression
Ash VS Evil Dead is coming to an end and Why I’m gonna let it be…
It's been awhile since I've written anything - poetry, stories, or my thoughts - here on my blog. I've been away dealing with a plethora of things in my life such as taking care of my family and trying to figure out how to get my business going steady. At times, that can get quite… Continue reading Ash VS Evil Dead is coming to an end and Why I’m gonna let it be…
Rise Above Years have since come and gone When I childishly looked at the world - Then, age and realism dawned Causing my foolish heart to unfurl. A thirst to want to love and be loved, Was seemingly quenched And old ideas were proved wrong Lies poured and left me drenched. It would seem my… Continue reading Rise Above
Shimmer Of Hope
There are certain moments in a person's life that they can remember what they were doing on an exact day. August 6, 2016, which was one year ago today, is one of those times for me. It was the last time I've seen and hugged my 'wasbund'. I don't want to call him an 'ex-husband'… Continue reading Shimmer Of Hope
I meant to write this ten days ago As a way to mark a year passed Since the day you said I had to go - How this year has gone so fast. That day came and went - And so did more days Without the memory's torment Part of me is amazed… … Continue reading Hidden Strength
Without A Trace
Could I have a moment of your time? It won't take long, I promise, The question is fresh on my mind And I'd love it if you would be honest. The space between the mind and heart Doesn't seem to be that much space - But love can cause all wisdom to depart As… Continue reading Without A Trace
On the other side of my door - Where anything can happen - Never knowing what's in store, Finding safety inside has become habit. Heartbeat racing as I prepare for the day, Hoping I can face the people I meet And ready myself for what they say - Their words could be bitter or… Continue reading Good Enough
Why Am I Here?
Looking in the silvery mirror As if I were asking a seer - Squinting to look clearer Whispering, "Why am I here?" Keeping my gaze locked on myself, Haunted memories flood my mind… Heartbeat quickens, overwhelmed. Clenching my jaw, teeth grind. Far too many reasons to quit, Countless struggles to remember - Lies… Continue reading Why Am I Here?